I'm just me...

I've posted this on my MySpace, but hopefully it'll get read here.

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 20:37:21 GMT

Alrighty, so I went to the doctor's office yesterday. Apparently, I'm 16 weeks pregnant yesterday according to the doctor. Yes, if you didn't know, I'm sorry. I can't get in touch with most of ya'll because I don't know your schedules or phone numbers. I apologize now! I'm just sick of telling everyone that I'm pregnant because it seems like no one really gives a shit. And that pisses me off and hurts me more than anything. I was actually pretty happy about it until I told Nanny and Daddy. Nanny basically told me I was exactly like Momma, getting pregnant at a young age, not being married to the person whom I'm having the baby with, etc. I hate how she comes from the fucking old world. She thinks that every one of her kids and grandkids are failures, except for Sammy. Well, here's some news, Nanny: Sam's a mother fucking bisexual, so she's not as perfect as you want her to be! Get over your stupid God-is-the-best lectures and wake up!

I'm so fucking sick of this. Some days, I do think about killing myself...it's become that hard...I seems like I've drifted apart from everyone that I love. I hardly ever get to see anyone anymore. It seems like everyone's shunning me and no one wants to be around me. Am I really that boring of a person? Someone please tell me...I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm such a child...I can't help it...I never got to be one. I'm not ready to have a baby, but I'm not going to give up on myself. I know I can do this. I'm going to do this. I'm not going to kill something precious...I couldn't live with myself...And yes, abortion has been brought to my attention by more than one person. There's no fucking way that's ever going to happen.

So, yes, my life's going to change, but that doesn't mean that I still can't have fun. This baby is going to be the biggest anime/gaming nerd out there. I'm gonna take it to anime conventions with me, and I'll even dress it up in costumes. I'm so excited about it! I'll be able to give it the life I never had. Me and Jesse will be there for it, play with it, but most of all, we're going to love it. I'm not going to walk out on my kids...I'm NOT going to be like my mother. I'm going to be there. I'm going to watch it grow up...

On another note, I've decided what I want to name the baby:
Boy: Leon Scott (Daddy's name has to be in there somewhere...he threatened me XD)

Girl: Rena Alexandria...but Jesse doesn't like the name "Alexandria," so it'll probably be changed.

Hi, I'm new!

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 01:12:56 GMT

Hello all! I'm brand new to this community, and I adore cosplaying so much. I figured I'd share the two costumes that I've completed.

This was my first costume (The Dark Magician Girl from Yu-Gi-Oh):

http://images.cosplay.com/showphoto.php?photo=787182

http://images.cosplay.com/showphoto.php?photo=787181

And this is my most recent cosplay (Chrono from Chrono Crusade):

http://images.cosplay.com/showphoto.php?photo=787163

http://images.cosplay.com/showphoto.php?photo=787160

Thanks for taking the time to look at these. Umm, and it's good to be here!

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:12:18 GMT

You scored as Fall. You are FALL. You appreciate all that you have, and are willing to share with others. You are a friend in the truest sense of the word, and can easily focus your attention on those who need you, placing yourself on the back burner. You make sure your responsibilites are met before you allow yourself \\\\\\\'free time\\\\\\\'.

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Fall

85%

Winter

75%

Spring

70%

Summer

70%

What Season Are You?
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You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!

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Mysterious

92%

Passion

83%

Diamond Eyes

67%

Eyes full of Pain

50%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.

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Faerie

100%

Angel

75%

Dragon

58%

Mermaid

50%

WereWolf

33%

Demon

25%

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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You scored as April. APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes love in a way that only their lover can understand.

You scored as Link. You're pretty much the biggest badass to ever grace a Nintendo console. Always ready for adventure when the call from the goddesses comes and always ready to ride your horse through the countryside and fling arrows at some bitches.

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Link

80%

Samus

80%

Pokemon Trainer

60%

Fox McCloud

53%

Mario

40%

Donkey Kong

40%

Kirby

40%

Which Nintendo Character Are You?
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This is ridiculous...

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:03:46 GMT

Where the hell did the time go???? I swear it was June, like, a couple of weeks ago. Now it's almost time to go back to school. *cries* Crap, laptop's fixing to die.....Okay, the biggest news if got is I finally moved out! Yay go me! I'll update more later! Love you guys!

whistles It's been forever!

Mon, 01 May 2006 22:00:40 GMT

Okay, so yeah, I haven't updated in God know's how long. So, I'll start back from the beginning of this month and tell you all why....

Everything was all normal up until the 14th; Our grandpa died. He was only 57 years old and in perfect health. Everyone says it was a heart attack. Becky, his wife, found him laying on the bed when she came home from work. He wasn't breathing. That was weird...It was honestly the strangest phone call I've ever gotten in my life. "April, I don't know how to tell you this, but Bud passed away." I guess it didn't really start affecting me until everyone started talking about where the funeral was going to be (He lived about 20 minutes outside Macon, Georgia). So, instead of all of the family having to go to Georgia, Becky and her family came to Alabama. It was a beautiful service...it really was. And the strangest part was it didn't bother me at all until it was mine, Sam's, and the twins' turn to walk up to the casket and pay our last respects. I broke down...He just didn't look like the same man I knew. I always joked around with him about his glasses, because he always wore a pair that were rose colored. I'd always say they were pink...and now I can't do that anymore. He didn't have anything on that distinguished him as the man who always sang a church hymn every where he went. I'm gonna miss him so much! I love you Papa!!! As a little reminder for myself, I've strung a piece of Doublemint gum and a Wintergreen Lifesaver around a little string in my car. That way, I'll always remember what he smelled like...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CASEY!!! I know that this is terribly belated, but I've been so busy, I can't do crap anymore. I love you, sweetie!

MTAC was totally fucking awesome! Me and Sammy got more pictures together this year than we did at MTAC and PersaCon indivually combined last year. It was awesome! I've never had that many fangirls, or fanboys for that matter, come up and ask if they could hug me. We also won a prize: Best Technical. We got the Martian Successor Nadesco (sp?) and Battle Royal DVD's. We also got this nice shiny certificate in a picture frame and everything! There we are...Down there.

http://www.cosplaylab.com/cosplayers/costumes/details.asp?costumeid=123712

Anywho, know that it's become May, we only have this week of school left, then it's over until August. That sucks! Where'd all the time go???? But seriously, I am glad it's almost over. Bleh, I've got finals tomorrow and Wednesday! Wish me luck!!!

Well, that's it! Love you guys!!!!

Look at me! I took my first Harry Potter quizy thingy XD!!!

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 12:34:32 GMT

Harry Potter Meme of All Memes by Osaku
Name/Username
Age
Gender
House	Gryffindor
Wand	Pine, 9", Phoenix Feather
Best Course	Care of Magical Creatures
Worst Course	Transfiguration
Pet	Angora cat
Patronus	Wolf
Quidditch Job	Referee
Wizard Candy	Cockroach Cluster
Profession After School	Professional Quidditch Player

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What I do with my life is for me to figure out. Why am I having such a hard time with this?

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 16:53:44 GMT

So, let's see...what to talk about...*thinks for a long time* MTAC is just around the corner, quite literally. I'm so excited that when I think about it, I start shaking with excitement. Is that weird? Eh, I tried on my costume, just to see what it would look like all together, and I absolutely hate the way I look in this wig. Oh well, you can't really be Chrono without a long ass purple wig. Maybe it'll look okay once I figure out how to keep my wig cap from showing. All in all, it looks awesome. Nanny did a wonderful job, and out of both of my costumes, I'd have to say, this is the most comfortable. As an added bonus, Kim decided to help us do our props. So, even if we don't win anything like, a judges award, or best in anime, or whatever, maybe we'll win the best prop award. *crosses fingers* Here's hopin'.

Alright, *sarcastically and monotone* whoopie...My birthday's this Saturday. I'm so excited. Stuck between STILL being able to buy cigarettes legally, and not being able to buy alcohol. Turning 20 sucks ass. I don't even think I'm gonna celebrate it this year, because nothing's gonna happen...just like last year. I usually go out and buy myself a cake, and I'm like, "Yay! Happy Birthday!" and I blow out the candles and eat cake until I get fat. But I don't even think I want to do that. I don't even feel like I should be this old. I still feel (and act) like I'm 12. Sometimes, I wish I was as mature as some of my friends, but I feel as though that's never gonna happen. I still watch cartoons, I throw temper tantrums when I get angry, I dress like I'm little, and I really don't follow through with my responsibilities. I'm so freakin' lame, I really don't see how anyone thinks I'm interesting. I mean, seriously guys, all I talk about is anime and video games. I know ya'll aren't listening half the time, because I know you don't care. I know that you all have much more interesting lives than I do. Hell, I don't even have a life...At least all of you can go out and work one or two jobs, and have this extra money to play around with. Hell, I'm barely capable of holding on to the job that I have and still have to scrape around my piece of shit car to find change just to buy something to eat. I don't know why the hell I'm complaining like this. I guess I've just finally snapped.

I know what I do and what I make of myself is up to me and me only, but I just can't get out of my fantasy land long enough to walk through reality for a bit. I want to get a great job, earn lots of money, have that nice car, be able to have the skill to make blueprints for my friend's dream houses, I just can't find my drive and determination to get through this fucking hell hole that everyone calls college.

So far I'm behind in Physcology (I don't know if I'm failing), probably failing Math, and I would ask for help, but I'm too goddamn stubborn, and I think I can figure it out for myself. I'm actually passing History and Music Appreciation, but I got told yesterday that my GPA was a 2.0, and if I don't get it up, not only will I not get a jazz band scholarship, but I will be kicked out of jazz band. That hurts so bad, because music is one thing that I'm actually half-decent at and I love it so much. But it serves me right...if I get kicked out, then it's my fault for being stupid and not trying to pass my classes.

That's all. I hope you guys had fun reading it, because I was crying the whole time I was writing it. Love you guys.

Stole this from teh Casey.

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 14:58:38 GMT

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1) Is starry_mist your best friend? One of many
2) One thing you can't stand about amadeus_night? His hair's pretty
3) What exotic animal would pippi03 like as a pet? Tiger
4) What is pippi03's favorite band/artist? She likes so many
5) pietastic's hair color? Brown
6) Do you have catgirl333's screenname? Yes
7) What is pietastic allergic to? I don't know
8) What is kirei_otakugirl's favorite color? Blue...maybe
9) How tall is key325? About 5'0"
10) Does pietastic have a big secret? Probably
11) What animal does pietastic remind you of? A kitty ^^
12) Are dagger488 and key325 married? They're siblings...gross.
13) If remedialvenom took over the world, who would be happy? Sure would
14) What animal should radarman1234 be combined with? A giraffe
15) If starry_mist commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? All the people who like cute stuff...so, everyone.
16) When did you last call key325? Last month
17) Where was catgirl333 born? You know...I have no clue.
18) Is pietastic single? I think so
19) If starry_mist took over the world, who would suffer? Me
20) Would snapes_wolfie be a better ninja or pirate? Pirate
21) If remedialvenom and dagger488 were siamese twins, where would they be joined? The head
22) If radarman1234 and pietastic were spliced together, what would be its name? That shouldn't ever happen...
23) Is dagger488 in a relationship? No
24) What is catgirl333's favorite food? Everything
25) Do you have a crush on radarman1234? No
26) Could you see dagger488 and radarman1234 together? They were and it didn't work out
27) One quality you find attractive in radarman1234? He's got pretty eyes
28) If catgirl333 were hanging off a cliff, what would dagger488 do? She better help her up, or I'll THROW her off.
29) Where did you first meet pietastic? At college
30) What planet should catgirl333 be from? Not so much a planet...but the moon.
31) What comic book character would radarman1234 be? Robin (Batman)
32) Is amadeus_night dead sexy? Uh-huh
33) Where was pippi03 born? New York
34) What would kirei_otakugirl think of amadeus_night? She'd probably like him
35) Would you ever date amadeus_night? No
36) Is radarman1234 introverted or extroverted? Introverted
37) What languages does pietastic speak? English
38) Does snapes_wolfie travel a lot? Maybe....
39) Would you make out with amadeus_night? No...I look at him like an older brother
40) How would starry_mist conquer the world? Happiness and rainbows
41) If amadeus_night had a superpower, what would it be? X-ray vision
42) Is pietastic a nerd? You have no idea...
43) Does key325 drink? She's only 12
44) Does dagger488 have a crush on pippi03? No
45) How many monkeys could catgirl333 fight at once and win against? About 4
46) Is snapes_wolfie friends with pippi03? Yes
47) Which president would remedialvenom be likely to idolize? Clinton
48) What would dagger488 do differently in your shoes? Be more outspoken
49) Is pippi03 related to key325? Nope
50) Is pietastic an emo? No
51) What mental disorder does catgirl333 remind you of? Bipolar disorder
52) What do you agree with starry_mist about? Food...and a bunch of other stuff
53) What word best describes radarman1234? Intelligent
54) Does starry_mist smoke? No
55) Are kirei_otakugirl and remedialvenom going steady? No.
56) What rank would catgirl333 have in a giant robot army? Ensign
57) What would you do if snapes_wolfie died? Be heartbroken and sad...and cry a WHOLE lot.
58) Does key325 go to your school? No
59) Would starry_mist go out with kirei_otakugirl? She's heterosexual, so no.
60) What is radarman1234's favorite movie? I don't know
61) How long have you known radarman1234? About 6 years
62) What would you do if you found out amadeus_night has a crush on you? Say, "That's nice," and just go with it. I don't like him like that.
63) Do key325 and catgirl333 go to the same school? No
64) Do you think amadeus_night is hot? Hell yeah
65) What do you disagree with starry_mist about? Not a whole lot
66) Has pippi03 been to your house/dorm? Many times
67) What is amadeus_night's shoe size? 13?
68) How would pietastic kill amadeus_night? With her mad ninja skills
69) Does pippi03 have a dog? Four to be exact
70) Has kirei_otakugirl dyed their hair? I think so
71) Would dagger488 and starry_mist look good together? *laughs* Opposites attract...
72) starry_mist's eye color? Brown
73) If dagger488 and starry_mist were spliced together, what would it be like? The horror! The horror! Probably like something out of Resident Evil or Silent Hill
74) What would pippi03 give radarman1234 for his/her birthday? A birthday cake
75) Did radarman1234 break up with you? Nope.
76) Is amadeus_night a college student? Yes
77) Would you wrestle radarman1234 in jello? I'd lose
78) How long would pippi03 dating snapes_wolfie last? She's heterosexual.
79) Are snapes_wolfie and pietastic going out? Nope
80) Thoughts on kirei_otakugirl? Sweet girl...too quiet, though
81) Is remedialvenom related to you? No
82) Is key325 athletic? Yes
83) What is catgirl333's biggest flaw? Thinking she's ugly when she's clearly beautiful
84) What color should kirei_otakugirl dye their hair? Pink
85) Does catgirl333 know snapes_wolfie? No, but she'd like her
86) What is amadeus_night's favorite game? *shrugs*
87) Have you flirted with radarman1234? No
88) Is radarman1234 a high school student? No
89) Would you set up catgirl333 and radarman1234? No
90) What flavor of jello would kirei_otakugirl be? Lime
91) What song/movie would you recommend to pippi03? She hardly likes any music I like./Howl's Moving Castle
92) Where would dagger488 most like to visit? Japan
93) Does snapes_wolfie do drugs? No
94) Have you ever dated radarman1234? No
95) Would pietastic and pippi03 make a good couple? It'd be interesting
96) If pietastic was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? The Furries
97) Is key325 1337? Yeah
98) What video game does snapes_wolfie remind you of? Shadow Hearts...She's so goofy, but serious when it matters...then she can still crack jokes when she's serious. And she's not afraid to make fun of herself.
99) Is remedialvenom popular? Yes-ish
100) Which of your friends should dagger488 go out with? I don't know

From a tiny little cut comes a river of red...

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:46:03 GMT

So, worked sucked tonight. I nearly sliced the tip of my left thumb off cutting lettuce for a taco pizza. This would make the second time in a week that I've cut myself at work. The first time, I was cutting green peppers and I sliced open my left index finger....I need to stay away from knives. The funny thing is, all the knives are unbelieveably dull. Needless to say, I'll probably never make it as one of those Japanese chefs that works at Shogun...or a pro basketball player (I tend to miss the trash can even when I'm standing a foot away from it).

Okay, so rewinding a bit. Wednesday, we had the school girl photoshoot. It was a lot of fun, but I really hate some of the pictures because I'm not photogenic at all. Most of them of me I just looked away in disgust because I just look so bad. Oh well, maybe I can learn from my mistakes. It just seems as though I feel more comfy doing a photoshoot when I'm in costume rather than being myself. *shrugs*

So, me and Sammy went to college together once again (third time's the charm, right?...wrong). Absolutely no one was there. So, Sammy got bummed out again since she couldn't meet any of my friends. Sorry!!!! After college, we went to Wal-Mart and I stared at non-existent video games, while Sammy shopped for a b-day present for Ashton. After that, we went to the mall. We shopped, picked out clothes, looked at video games, and played DDR. It was so much fun just going to the mall with my sister. I kinda missed it. *is a big softie* All and all, I think we had fun today.

COSTUME UPDATE: It's all finished! MTAC ho! *does happy dance*

IT'S SPRING BREAK TIME, BABY!!! LET'S THROW A PARTY OR SOMETHIN'!!!!

Well, that's about it. Love you guys!!

Just the usual randomness ya'll would expect from me.

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 14:49:12 GMT

Two Names You Go By
1. April
2. Kid

Two Things That Scare You
1. Drowning
2. Ants

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Caffine
2. Smokes

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Gravitation shirt
2. Jeans

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Someone who I can easily talk to
2. Someone who will love me for me

Two Truths
1. I'm a really paranoid person...about everything
2. I'm obsessive compulsive

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You About the Opposite/Same Sex.
1. Eyes
2. Hands

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Video Games
2. Sleeping

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. Money
2. A vacation

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Japan
2. Russia

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Take a trip to see all the places I want to see
2. Have a wonderful architectural (sp?) job

Two Ways That You're Stereotyped by People who don't know You
1. Nice. I'm just not rainbows and sunshine.
2. Gay...well, technically I am...sorta

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. Video Games
2. Upcoming anime convention *jumps up and down*

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Wal-Mart
2. Suncoast

Two things you'd rather be doing right now
1. Not going to college
2. Playing my new game

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: Nobody's...I sleep on a couch. I don't have a bed.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black

Q: How many people on your list do you know in real life?
A: All of them...

Q: What color are your undies right now?
A: Black

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: Yes.

Q: Most recent movie you watched?
A: Harry Potter...sorta

Q: Name 3 things that you have on you at all times?
A: Glasses, engagment, and class rings

Q: What's the color of your bed sheets?
A: Red and black plaid

Q: Do you look like a celebrity?
A: Not that I know of

Q: Who's the 4th person on your received call list?
A: .....

Q: What's your main ringtone on your phone?
A: I don't have a phone cause I'm broke

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
A: Watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force

Q: What did the last text message recieved on your phone say?
A: I don't have a friggin' phone already...jeez!

Q: How many people on your friends list are ex's?
A: None.

Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken?
A: Legs

Q: What's your favorite town/city?
A: Nashville

Q: I can't wait to...
A: Have a nice job and be married

Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: Graduation...2 years ago

Q: What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
A: A pizza roll at work

Q: How long have you been at your current job?
A: Since August 7 years ago

Q: What's the last thing you said out loud?
A: "There's a bird on the gate and I don't know which one it is."

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: A wall.

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: A skirt from my co-worker's girlfriend, Theresa

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: Yahoo

Q: Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A: Yeah, about 6 of them actually

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: Nope. I kill plants

Q: If you could drink anything right now, what would it be?
A: Mello Yello...or coffee

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: My butt's asleep, and that kinda hurts.

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A: I've never been in a taxi

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: My sister does.

Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: White Chocolate Cappuchino

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: It's been a while.

sigh

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 07:29:48 GMT

God, I HATE being over here...it's so goddamn boring. I'm not saying I don't love my sisters or anything, but this is stupid...I really hate being away from home. All I do is wake up when they do, make sure they go to school, go to school myself, come back here, sit on my ass until the twins get home, constantly smoke (I'm like a damn freight train), eat, sleep...wash, rinse, and repeat.

Speaking of smoking: I've smoked two packs in under a day in a half. That is totally uncharacteristic of me, and I hate that. I'm smoking out of boredom. I have Star Ocean and Devil May Cry over here with me, but even two wonderful games get boring and repetitive after a while.

I can't sleep right now...that's how bored I am...even sleep doesn't sound all that interesting right now. I've tried everything that usually gets me to go to sleep: playing a game, chatting online, writing Chelsea's fanfic that I promised her, like, 1,000 years ago, watching T.V., drawing...none of it seems to help. Maybe I am an insomniac........

I have a test in Psychology...that I haven't studied for. I don't know what I have to study. I don't really like the teacher. She doesn't tell you what's going to be on the test, she just reads from the book.

*sigh* Well, I'm going to try to go to sleep now. Hopefully, I'll see some of you guys at school or something...at least I have that to look forward to. See ya'll later. Love you, guys!

*misses her Sammy, Chelsea, Lacie, Jesse, Wolfie, and Klara*

Gaw....shit's hitting the fan right and left...........

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:03:34 GMT

So, yep...I'm over at the twin's house again. After a HUGE fight between me, Daddy, and Nanny. Nanny's all like, "You guys don't care about me or anything...blah, blah, blah." It's the same old bullshit all over again. Crazyness............So, well I don't have much to talk about. This is about it. Sorry guys! Love ya'll!

Randomness.....

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 14:37:34 GMT

After you die...
the Beetlejuice Waiting Room

After death, you will end up in an overcrowded waiting room sitting beside Beetlejuice. You've been given the number 736 076 827 378 919 023, but they are currently serving number 3. Good Luck.

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Well, nothing going on over here. Um, my costume is really really close to being done. I'm excited. MY WIG IS GORGEOUS! Anyways, I gotta go to college now! Love you guys!

This is really funny...and bullshit all at the same time!

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 18:22:41 GMT

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There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of kiddy35613 orbiting the Earth!
If every star in the Milky Way was a grain of salt they would fill kiddy35613.
Kiddy35613 was originally called Cheerioats.

Anywho, so how are you guys doin'? Me...Well, I'm actually sick...for the first time in a year and a half. *yay* I actually like being sick. It let's me know that nothing is wrong with me. I'm strange, I know. Well, there's not much going on. I have to spend the night with the twins on Wednesday because their grandpa is in the hospital and their mom is going to spend the night there. So, she's got to make sure that the girls get up and go to school. I'm really not complaining. I do get $20 dollars (it's better than nothing when you're unemployed, right?).

On a totally different note, I finally beat the last super boss on Star Ocean: Till the End of Time. *happy dance* Ish very excited! She was super hard to beat. I guess I could start playing Resident Evil 4 again, but I haven't been in much of a zombie/Spanish villager killin' mood lately.

Well, that about sums up the past week. I love you guys!

Oh yeah, Kim made the most kick ass lasagna last night! *Yummy*

Stole this from teh Wolfie

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:06:23 GMT

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Stiletto, The Battleaxe, Genghis Khunt, Half-Cocked

CONSIDER: The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: kiddy35613

Too much to update about...so little time

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 23:42:46 GMT

So, how's everyone doing? Me...Well, I've been worse. So, I finally got the courage to quit my job of almost seven years. But now that I think about that, that was, like, almost two weeks ago...^_^; Anyways, it wasn't just Nanny that pissed me off, it was a combination of everyone that works there, and myself. So, if I hurt anyone's feelings at D.J.'s, I'm sorry! Now that I don't have a job, though, it seems like everything has just slowed down. The days are long and the nights are even longer...and more boring. I have absolutely nothing to do except sit at home playing games; and to tell ya'll the truth, it's startin' to get old.

On a totally different note: I did go and apply for a job at Suncoast in the mall. Everyone cross your fingers for me, because I'm gonna need all the luck I can get. I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that's telling me I didn't get it, but Brian said that there were only two people applying for the job (me and someone else). I had an interview with him Friday, and it was going great until he asked me to role play. I've never really role played at all in my life (except on the computer, but no one can see you there). I had to be the employee while a girl that worked there named Shawna was the customer. I made it through without too many mistakes. But only time will tell. On the plus side, I already know everyone's names there, and everyone knows me, so it's not like I'll be totally alienated...right?

Now to yesterday...Daddy decided he wanted to take me, Kyara, and Sammy somewhere. In all my 19 years, he has never said "Hey girls, I wanna take ya'll somewhere." It actually scared me. Come to find out, where we were going wasn't all that pleasant. We went to one of his friend's houses and we had to load firewood onto the back of his truck. Then, take it to another friend's house and unload it there. Another bright side to that ordeal was that his friend, "Cowboy," said that we could come over and ride his horses if we wanted to. Yay horsies! I've never really rode a horse before...I've rode with someone, but never by myself. It'll probably be a nice, little spectacle to see. *laugh* So, after we got done with the wood, Daddy took us to eat at the El Camino in Ardmore. I'm not much into Mexican food...it wasn't that great, but it wasn't bad. I wouldn't recommend it to anyone, though. After that, we went home, and me and Sammy recorded ringtones for her phone. She's got the Final Fantasy fanfare as her ringtone now! *squeal* Just like in Advent Children.

Later on, Jesse came over and we watched Saiyuki. I'm on a Saiyuki high right now (hence my icon and background for my LJ...*drools* I love Sanzo!!!!). It was so great just to spend that extra two hours with Jesse. We don't ever get to just hang out together and enjoy each other's company. And now, since he doesn't get home until 9:30 every night (he takes night classes), I can't go over there whenever I want. *cries* I miss my Jesse!!!!! So, it's back to the old Saturday thing. I could probably go over there on Friday now since he's off and doesn't have to go to school. Oh, and last night, he told me he wanted me to call him when I got off the phone with Suncoast. He said that if I got the job, then he would take me out to eat. I <3 him sooooo much.

Now to today...my back HURTS SO FUCKING BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn you, Daddy! Oh well, I'll get over it. Anyway, *looks up* Wow, I wrote a lot.... Well, you guys marvel at this one because it's probably never gonna happen again. Love you guys!

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:01:13 GMT

You are CUTTING.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 18:58:57 GMT

Your Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 Score Is...
	Your Score:	Average For All Users	Average For All Bisexual Married Pink-Skinned 16 to 22-Year old Females (39 total)
Dating	11.54%	33.58%	21.1%	Gone steady
Self-Lovin'	39.39%	61.48%	51.05%	When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself
Shamelessness	74.19%	77.82%	62.82%	It takes a couple of drinks
Sex Drive	64.29%	75.74%	62.82%	A fool for love, but not always
Straightness	31.48%	40.33%	17.14%	Experienced, but with room to grow
Gayness	29.63%	78.92%	57.64%	At least one weekend of ecstasy
Dominant	78.33%	87.36%	75.51%	Afraid to cross at "Don't Walk" signs
Submissive	88.89%	87.79%	73.22%	Submits to no one... almost
Fucking Sick	84.69%	90.25%	82.97%	Refreshingly normal
Total Score	61.22%	74.32%	60.58%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test 2.0 and see how you match up! (By The Ferrett)

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Sugoi! You rock! You know your Saiyuki very well!!!

I got food in my tummy and now I'm happy!

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 22:20:56 GMT

Back to school time, yay! God, it sucks already, it's only been three days. So, where to start....

Let's see...these are my classes:

History 201 (Monday Wednesday)
Math 098 (Monday Wednesday)
Phychology (Monday Wednesday)
Music Appreciation (Tuesday Thursday)

Yep, I got demoted from Math 100 to 098. Oh well...Anywho, at least all my classes are fun! Well, except for History. I've got Alex and Adrienne in my History class, Rachel in my Math class, Moose Boy in my Phychology class, and no one that I know in my Music Appreciation class. That's okay, though, because my teacher is totally awesome in there. I <3 Mr. Crawley. Such a sweet man. Oh, and I almost forgot! I'm officially in Jazz Band now. Whoo-hoo!!! I take my place as second part Alto Saxophone. I'm so excited about that! And since Sammy isn't going to band this semester, I get to use her saxophone instead of the teacher's moldy one. Yeah, moldy. He told me that I could use his sax but I had to clean it first. I was like, okay how bad could it be? He hadn't played it in over THREE YEARS, so there was MOLD in it. I almost gagged. But it's okay because I got Sammy's and I can give him his moldy one back.

So, today was half way decent. Not much went on...not anything interesting anyway (or that I can remember for that matter). I was gonna go to the mall, but I forgot that the bank closes early on Wednesday's, so I couldn't get any money out. That makes me a sad kiddy...Oh well, I'll go to the mall Sunday.

Damn. I just realized I haven't eaten anything all day. That's about it for today! Love you guys!

Gaw! I haven't updated in forever.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 04:48:49 GMT

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Dedicate my life to making someone else's horribly miserable.

Get your resolution here

Hey guys! Sorry...it's been awhile. Well, let's see...Christmas was cool. I really love all the presents everyone got me! Thanks a bunches!!!!!!!!! I got a bunch of neato things from all the money that I got...It was all anime, but by God, I got some cool stuff!

But of course, it doesn't matter how much money I have, I'll never have enough money to fix my stupid car of all it's problems. 1). NO AIR CONDITIONER, 2). DIVER'S SIDE VISOR IS BROKEN (so, it's held up with a thumb-tack), 3). DRIVER'S SIDE WINDOW ROLLS DOWN INVOLUNTARILY, 4). FRONT RODERS (sp?) ARE GROUND TO HELL AND BACK, 5). FRONT END NEEDS AN ALIGNMENT, BUT IT WON'T DO ANY GOOD........ Yep. I love my car, but it's, like, 14-years-old. I think it's time for a new one. Alas, I don't have any money, nor am I good at saving it. *sigh*

On a totally different note. Hope you guys had a wonderful Christmas! I love you guys!

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 15:02:39 GMT

MERRY FRIGGIN' CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! Hope it was good for you guys, too. Fixing to go shopping so I'll see you guys later! Love ya'll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stole these from Wolfie and Casey

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 20:39:11 GMT

1. What is your middle name? Nikita

2. Last person you kissed? Jesse

3. What are you listening to right now? Nothing

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 93

5. What was the last thing you ate? Grilled Chicken Wrap and tater tots

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be and why? Either red or green. Red represents when I'm angry and green would be when I'm calm and collected...like when I'm sleeping

7. How is the weather right now? Chilly

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Casey

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? Eyes

10 favorite type of Food? Chinese and Italian

11. Do you drink? Occasionally

12. Do you smoke? Yep

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? There was that one time...

14. Hair color? Brown

15. Eye color? Brown

16. Do you wear contacts? Nope

17. Favorite Holiday? Halloween

18. What something you hate about yourself? I'm too generous

19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yep

20. Last Movie you Watched? At home or the movies? How the Grinch Stole Christmas

21. Is there something that you regret doing at this moment? No

22. Are you too shy to ask someone one out? The guys ususally do that, don't they?

23. If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? I love you!

24. Hugs or Kisses? Both

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate

26. Do you want your friends to respond? Repost? Yes and Yes

27. Who is most likely to respond? I have no clue

28. Who is least likely to respond? .....

29. What books are you reading? None right now

30. Piercings? Two in both of my ears

31. Favorite movie? The Yu-Gi-Oh movie, A League of Their Own, Steel Magnolias, Fried Green Tomatoes...I like older ones.

32. favorite basketball team? Basketball sucks

33. what are you doing? Typing this

34. Any pets? T.J., Molly, Joe, Bear, and Ginny

35. AIM? Yes

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Extra butter and salt

37. Cats or Dogs? Cats

38. Favorite Flower? Rose

39.Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to? Smoking when I was 14

41.Have you ever loved somone? Yep

43.Are you still friends with your ex's? Nope

44. Have you ever fired a gun? Yes

45. Do you like to travel by plane? Never have, so I couldn't tell you

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?: Right handed

47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be? Who the hell do you think?

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? One

49.Do you have a tatoo? Nope

50. Can you see your self married? Hopefully I'll be able to in a couple of years

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have(had and gettin it again) piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have orange freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've ran away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house (I've been threatened before, though)
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child. (when I was 15...about three years ago)

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[X] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired. (I'm looking forward to it)
[X] I've skipped school.

Embarrasment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[ ]I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment (Partially deaf in my right ear)
[ ]I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've fractured a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. MANY TIMES
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (New Orleans is a pain in the ass)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (Do it all the time)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[x] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist. (sorta...not really)
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm religious.
[X] I dress fairly modestly.
[x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[X] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (red)
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest.

I just found this on Quizilla, I thought it was a really good poem about stereotypes...

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:52:33 GMT

Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.

"Guns don't kill people...but they certainly do help"- Moose Boy

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:44:25 GMT

Yay! School's over!!!!!!!!!! *happy dance* Finally, I am so glad it's over. Today was a really good day. I took my exams, said bye to some people, worried about passing my classes, and had a kick ass lunch/dinner with Wolfie, Moose Boy, and Caleb. We went to Applebee's...YUMMY in my tummy. I really wish more people would have came, though...it would have been like one huge orgy...except we were all eating.

So, I was, like, an hour late for work...I got there at 4:20ish and I was supposed to be there at 3:30...whoops. Oh well, it's not like they can fire me...or can they? *thinks* Oh well. I'm trying to find another job anyways.

I'm going to finish up my Christmas shopping tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll have everyone finished and I won't have to worry about spending money on people until the next birthday...which is, go figure, mine. I'm just weird though because I always buy a little something for myself on my birthday. It makes me feel special.

That's about it. I had so much fun today! I really hope we can do more stuff like this in the future! Love you guys!